I Died Begging—Now I Refuse to Love
I Died Begging—Now I Refuse to Love

I Died Begging—Now I Refuse to Love

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Author: Douglas Adams
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I jumped to prove I mattered—but even my death didn’t make them love me. When I’m sent back to the day I was adopted, I see every lie and manipulation for what it is. My parents and brother treat me like a burden; my so-called sister sets traps with a smile. I won’t beg for scraps of affection this time—I’ll carve my own place, even if it means being alone. But freedom comes at a price: every move I make, Ava is there, twisting the story, turning my family further against me. Each memory is a warning: loving them almost destroyed me. Now, I’ll risk everything to love myself instead. Can I break the cycle before they break me again—or is it too late to escape their web?

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